a bad day...

i think i am losing the zest/nick/xim/heart/etc. ever since that day. i thought that thing would bring us together, closer. But i guess i was wrong, it just made us all seem to apart. You begin to stop caring about others and only about what you want. What more is there to say, the world is changing. Maybe i shoudl too...

friday!!

WHATS UP MY NIGGALOTS lol. i am back from poly forum 2008~~ yes. jason is back and he's got a new name. BOB lol. like bob tghe builder. So i'll start with tuesday. Woke up and took a cab down to pasir ris. I thought it was going to be boring camp lah. Well i got there and got into my performing arts group and met up with the rest of the dancers(jack,mike,,baby,theodore,lil steward,miko,maria,leo,suran,siti,lyana and well you get the picture) then we started first event. CHEERING. i shoiut until no voice.i think our cheer is like the best..... ;) Did a lil pract and went to have dinner!!! nice food lah!!! at night go choing ah! lol no lah jkjk.



Day 2. tiring siol. wake up at 5.30 to get prepared to go to some green park. lol dance pract at a park siao one. lol. i did tarmm-something... lol it putting a plant in a glass container and the plant is self dependent. but hor i think my plant die liao.



day 3. The big day. we did pract today and full dresses. all our hearts were racing. woo sex-sation man. lol. alot of laughter, alot of joy, alot of sweat and tear and maybe sleep but it was all good. my man. all good. then at night PARTY!!!!!!!!!



i just wanna say that if you thought poly forum is boring.. FUCK YOU FOOL YOU JUST GOT PWN!!!! WHAHAHAHAH



shout out too all the niggas and niggalets. meet up yeah!!!

monday

ok people. i will tell you what is going to happen soon.. tomorrow i have poly forum chalet!! XD siao one.. hahah damn tired lately from the training and all... by thurdays night it will be all over. i did have a greatr time with the pf people. han,albert,samuel,mike,jack-line, lol so many. Twin tower baby, theodore??? lol...Well i am abit lazy to type all the names lah. but you get my drift... i wil be busy so i blog today.. aiites. now in class.

sunday...

shag tio. make wasted trip to bboy class only to realise dont have.. POWERFOOL.

pract for starbucks. siao one. i think twins are really quite the same. my sis had some problems a few days back and now the same area is giving me problem. well it hurts but for no apparent reason.


break like one mad fuck.... i think i dieing liao. old age.brittle. lol



j:wei~~~~ why all like this bully me...... x(

once again

j:why'd you always have to lie to me even though you know i will find out the truth. it sucks always thinking that i just choose to believe you even though i can tell that you are lying.. it sucks man.

thursday...

i'm sorry for the wrong things that i've done, i'm sorry i'm not always there by your side,i'm sorry for the things that have not come and i'm sorry for all the thing i have not done.

zZzZzZzZz....sehzzzz man. first day of school, sleep 2 hours, in class sleep 30 mins during break. Now fucking sehzzzzz.


It's been a while, how have you been?
I think I should just get it over with.
Love is thy mother to a daughter.
You would be tainted with the spills of sins.
Every single soul would pick themselves up and shine.
Single route towards the shining light.
Days have long gone since we learn to love.



Random right.. lol fucking sian i am just typing anything that comes to my head now. lol. I am going to make this the lame-mest post ever for no apparent reason. lol.

Watashiwa shinimasen anataga sukidakara.i think. lol
siao one anyhow only.


Got a bug in my room. Use my laser gun to shoot it.
*twee* *pee* *zzzzzz* *bleah*
humans 1, bugs 0


NICE!~



ok. 1 am i sleep le.........





j:so why am i pulled back to you?

wed

alright. i'll tell you what happen on monday. around 4pm, elaine called me to tell me to stay at home. i thought she wanna come over give me some surprise lah. Why? coz for the first time in my life, i hear someone saying : " eh can you stay at home, coz i wanna send you something online at night?"

OK........ so i did. And then i got a phone call from joann. She said she had some quarrel with siyang. And she ask me to find her. So there i was prepared to go and find her with my kind heart when all of a sudden, the first thing i see when i open my main door is a cake.! I THOUGHT WHA CCB, 7th month knn. LOL. or WHA CCB MY sister's EX STALKER(he got screwed 10times over by my dad). XD

then joann,leo,elaine,matt,kelvin,siyang popped out right..and made a lot of noise. and well the rest is as they say, we dont stop partying till the cows come home. plus got a damn dope picture of me and kelvin. lol. well. my birhtday is over and i enjoyed it as much as anyone would. So i am happy. XD





j: rekindled?

sunday.(well monday lah)

siao one..... ITS JUST RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND FROM SUNDAY MORNING ALL THE WAY TILL NOW. i got shocked after shocks. my shocks has shockwaves. i dunno what to say man. full of love anf full of cheers. i love you all. Esp family!